when i went down to see him the next morning i was shoked to see all the wires and tubes etc going into his incubater. I remember holding him with the help of a nurse and thought how can he be so small and ill. he was like a tiny dolly he did not cry and i was able to cuddle him for a while. he was fed through a tube and it was very scary for me a young mum.he was so yellow and had such tiny hands and feet.